we now have a black president... i live in a new apartment with three (maybe two after today) roomates the townhome holds me my boyfriend matt his bestfriend (a good friend of mine as well) jeff and his girlfriend (which im not sure is still living here) katy... im going to school and working at a salon...
but other than that nothing... still the same old shit just a different day.
about 80% of the time i cry myself to sleep at night...
i never get to see my boyfriend because hes workin for some "ahhh fucking mazing" guy who pays him 60 dollars an hour... but he always "forgets" his check when he gets paid... like most people would just leave 700 bucks lying out after they get paid for a long days work.. yea definately
im not really making any money because the salon doesnt pay shit but it helps further my career if i put up with a year of bullshit and pay my do's so yippy
i cant trust really anyone at the moment idk if its just me being paranoid but everyone has lied to me so fuck myself if i second guess these people a lot... oh well
to put it simply... i am not happy. i think i may be severly depressed and i dont know what to do or how to deal with it.
i hate my life. and the one person i wish was there isnt... but little old me doesnt givea shit about myself so ill put up with being ignored unappreciated lied too whatever just fucking pile it on... and at the end of the day ill just cry and things will be better
the next day
maybe
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